Proper 8 / Pentecost 6 / OT 13
Devotional
Water From the Well
Lectionary Devotional For Cycle A
Object:
How long, O Lord? Will you forget me forever?...
-- Psalm 13:1
This classic lament psalm guides us in how we should bring our complaints to God. To hear its personal power, we need only to bring to it any of numerous situations of distress. Imagine that you had lost your job, could not pay the rent, and were forced to depend on soup kitchens. Can you not hear yourself cry out, "How long, O Lord? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me?" Without money or a place, would you not feel stripped of your dignity? How long before you would feel the disapproving stares of those bothered by your presence? How long must I bear pain in my soul, and have sorrow in my heart all day long? How long shall my enemy be exalted over me? Picture the burden of just staying alive and the living death of never seeing any prospect for change. Hear yourself cry out to the only source of real help available, "Consider and answer me, O Lord my God! Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep the sleep of death." In that setting, everyone else becomes your adversary -- wanting your bed, wanting you off the street, wanting you out of their mind, wanting you to be continually grateful, and refusing to believe that you have thoughts of your own. "And my enemy will say, 'I have prevailed'; my foes will rejoice because I am shaken."
Yet there is a source of dignity and strength that you cling to because it keeps clinging to you and telling you that you are a person of worth. It keeps telling you that you are loved. "But I trusted in your steadfast love; my heart shall rejoice in your salvation." It is because God keeps surprising you with signs of love that you know that the world is wrong when they dismiss you. It is as if God is putting a tune in your mind that the noise of the world cannot drown out. "I will sing to the Lord, because he has dealt bountifully with me." Now that you have heard the prayer in a context of extreme need, listen to it again but insert your own situation of suffering or distress. Hear again that whatever the situation is that challenges you, God is stronger, and God's love is full of transforming surprises. Life makes sense in praise, letting the song out that God has planted in you.
-- Psalm 13:1
This classic lament psalm guides us in how we should bring our complaints to God. To hear its personal power, we need only to bring to it any of numerous situations of distress. Imagine that you had lost your job, could not pay the rent, and were forced to depend on soup kitchens. Can you not hear yourself cry out, "How long, O Lord? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me?" Without money or a place, would you not feel stripped of your dignity? How long before you would feel the disapproving stares of those bothered by your presence? How long must I bear pain in my soul, and have sorrow in my heart all day long? How long shall my enemy be exalted over me? Picture the burden of just staying alive and the living death of never seeing any prospect for change. Hear yourself cry out to the only source of real help available, "Consider and answer me, O Lord my God! Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep the sleep of death." In that setting, everyone else becomes your adversary -- wanting your bed, wanting you off the street, wanting you out of their mind, wanting you to be continually grateful, and refusing to believe that you have thoughts of your own. "And my enemy will say, 'I have prevailed'; my foes will rejoice because I am shaken."
Yet there is a source of dignity and strength that you cling to because it keeps clinging to you and telling you that you are a person of worth. It keeps telling you that you are loved. "But I trusted in your steadfast love; my heart shall rejoice in your salvation." It is because God keeps surprising you with signs of love that you know that the world is wrong when they dismiss you. It is as if God is putting a tune in your mind that the noise of the world cannot drown out. "I will sing to the Lord, because he has dealt bountifully with me." Now that you have heard the prayer in a context of extreme need, listen to it again but insert your own situation of suffering or distress. Hear again that whatever the situation is that challenges you, God is stronger, and God's love is full of transforming surprises. Life makes sense in praise, letting the song out that God has planted in you.

