Personal Reflections For Pastors On The Lectionary Readings
John 12:20-33
This text contains a hard truth -- hard in the sense that it goes against our human nature. Few people want to die, and especially not to their selfish desires and self-interests. But that is what Jesus challenged his disciples and us to do.
May I ask: What was your attitude when you went into the ministry? Had you hoped it would make you feel more alive, more spiritual, more worthwhile? Jesus portrayed service to him as being quite different from what we might think. Certainly it was different from what the disciples had in mind.