I remember one terrible year...
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I remember one terrible year when I needed to leave the church where I was working. I knew it was time to go, but God did not seem to agree with me, for every opening closed off, every possibility vanished. Each time I was not considered for a position, or received a polite letter of rejection, the year seemed darker. Yet each time, I came to feel I needed to thank God anyway! Sometimes in my depression, I had to force myself to do so. Yet in the end it seemed that God did have a purpose for me staying right where I was. When the purpose became clear, endurance turned to joy, and I thanked God for that as well. Ever since that time I have known that when God gives, you thank God and when God withholds, you thank God too. God will not leave us in darkness, but God's patience is greater than ours.
